:: busy week ::

i can forsee that this would be the busiest week of the year.

monday:
work, dinner with jasen
tuesday:
work, haircut, dinner with terence
wednesday:
work, handle bella (preshow practice)
thursday:
work, dinner with terence, movie
friday:
work, dinner with my ex-boss and colleagues
saturday:
work, dental appointment, shopping for presents, dinner with greg, celebrate greg's birthday
sunday:
dog show, celebrate greg's birthday part 2, celebration with terence

i think my manager would be damn pissed to learn that i have absolutely no time for any photoshoot or studio recording this week. he can't blame me if everything doesn't get churned out in time since i am really very busy. but don't worry, i will still write here and reply to all the fan mail at night before i go to bed. i am so proud of you guys, supporting me all this while. i love all my fans.

p.s. i have learnt that some of my music had been put up at kazaa and other p2p networks. i hope none of you are involved in this. please stop piracy or you guys might never hear my fabulous albums anymore in time to come. thanks.

:: star crazy ::

i am sick again. this time round, it's more severe and i was like bedridden the whole of yesterday. and paul had to rub it in and asked if i am having bird flu. that actually made me panic and i was quite upset the entire day. you would be upset too if you know the most beautiful person in the world is gonna die, right?

at this point of time, all you fans might be wondering why am i always sick. i'm an idol, not a god. besides, i had been real busy with so many record deals lately. and adding on to that, i have photoshoots, advertisements, interviewing by many reporters and all the what not. and sk2 had to contact me at this time, asking me if i am interested to be their spokesperson. i guess they finally found out who has the best skin. *beams* but i don't think it's a good time now since i am so busy already. so maybe sammi can continue doing the ads with her "piang piang" skin. but i am quite interested in the louis vuitton offer though. i might be modelling for their next season's apparels if all goes well.

i think i should start working out more often. with so many things to do and so little time, i can't afford to fall sick so often anymore. and i can't afford to become like haggard or anything close to that. i might just lose all my fashion deals and i can't appear on magazines or tv anymore. i can't possibly survive on a few (million) of you, loyal fans, can i?

:: good book ::

i think the curious incident of the dog in the night-time is really a good book to read! thanks to paul lim for buying it before i buy it.

how he look at things and analyse them really intrigues me. like the part about stars being exploded away from us and when the force dies down, the stars would start falling back and that will be the end of the world. and i like the monty hall problem which he has included in the book because it's maths. he also puts having sex as "do sex" and it sounds kinda quirky and i like that. but obviously this kid has got some problems. like not liking brown and yellow stuff and totally avoiding them. and if 2 kinds of food touch each other, he wouldn't eat them.

but the best part is that all chapters are sorta linked. he would relate to some stuffs he wrote in previous chapters and that definitely appeals to me.

i am like halfway thru the book already. i don't know if i should speed read and finish it fast to satisfy my curiosity about the end, then read the book all over again to make sure i absorb the entire story and essence. or maybe i should read slowly and carefully and try to digest the book.

sometimes i need to read the chapter twice. because at the end of the chapter, i would realise that i might have missed out something important in the beginning. and sometimes i need to re-read the previous chapters to sorta recap.

awaiting for the da vinci code to be returned soon to paul so i can borrow. who is holding it now?

:: i'm bumming around ::

nowadays like got nothing much to look forward to. so bored. everyday just wake up, do what i need to do (note: need to do, not what i want to do), then sleep.

someone posted this question in the mindef forum today. "a durian, apple and coconut drop on your head. what will feel most pain?" and some idiot actually replied "i think durian, because got spikes." killer. i think the guy is only using 0.3% of his brain instead of the average 3%.

greg and i are both involved in the recall. he is supposed to let the people sign the attendance. and i am supposed to be watching the time and blow the whistle every 1hr to signal to them to submit their strength to me so i can tabulate it. so greg was sitting like 10metres away from me and we both had nothing much to do since it's only the trials. so i started texting him to bitch about the people. then there is this guy who we both think is gay, kept trying to peep at greg's phone. eargh. the guy's 21 and he looks like he is already in his forties. with the receding hairline and uncle face, killer also.

i am gonna go meet paul for dinner soon. she better not be late otherwise i need to lecture her again. *roll eyes*

:: nation 04 ::

went to singapore's very own gay pride event last night at musical fountain. there's day 1 of the party at suntec city on saturday night actually, but i didn't go. tonight's the finale at zouk. probably meeting up with greg later and head down to zouk and go people-watching. but it's such a drag that we have to work tomorrow. it probably mean less drinks and going home earlier. but i might just take mc tomorrow. i bet terence's gonna kill me if he knows i am going. and if i take mc tomorrow, he might just go 1 step further and rape my corpse. *shhhhh*

musical fountain is such a wrong place to have such an event. i think a beach foam party or something works better. the place is hot and it's quite dangerous to be prancing around since there are alot of steps and obstacles there. and somehow the atmosphere is abit not there. the music is not too good i guess.

wearing slippers there is even more wrong. greg's idea to wear slippers turned out to be such a big disaster. my toes were stepped on and i can't dance properly with slippers. greg tripped over his own slippers and fell down at the steps *boooo*. and at 1 point of time, his the strap of his slippers actually came off and that's double *boooooooo*.

hope tonight will be good.

:: 2 dogs, 9 bitches (and 5 girls) on the beach ::

met up with the girls to go to the beach today. despite sleeping only 1 hr, i was feeling quite alright. but i nearly overslept and petrina was actually at my door already. i forgot to switch the silent mode off. but my mum was pounding at my room door and i woke up from that.

with mezzoplex and no more chicken, hopefully refund's skin condition can improve. kelvin gave me some liquid solution to apply onto refund's skin and i am supposed to leave it on and let it dry by itself. the liquid's probably quite caustic and stings the skin. refund was trying to run away as paul and i were trying to apply the lotion on him. i am quite exasperated really. sitting outside the fenced area like a worried parent. hai.

the spitz is gone. there's a new batch of puppies though. but none of them is even comparable to the boy we saw the other time. i thought i wanna name him runaway soldier, call name runny. but i think there is no need to even think about it.

my mum was saying at dinner just now. "dad says if you wanna buy a dog, he will sponsor $x00". i didn't really register what's the amount cause i cut her off halfway. "the dog is sold, let's not even talk about it anymore".

but maybe it's not a good time to get another dog. i think i should settle refund's condition first.

:: it's all planned ::

yay. i just won $1250 from lottery last night. just when i needed the money to buy the japanese spitz i like. i think the very nice boy we saw last weekend is sold already. but there is another batch of puppies which just came in. we are going to view the puppies tomorrow! so excited! but after much calculation, i am still a little short of cash. if i buy the dog and register the dog for the next show, i will have like 0 dollars to spend for the entire month. tsk tsk.

refund, you want a younger brother or not?

seriously i don't think my parents are good with the idea of another dog in the house. or maybe i should invest the money on refund? like buy him the triple-yeast thing. and send him for this soaking thing which is good for his skin.

oh yah. i was helping paul bring the dogs over yesterday. so we had to take a cab since there was fran, bella and reney with us. and there's the usual sengkang dwellers who intercepted our cabs. damn it. it sure pissed me off a hell lot and i told paul we should make our presence more prominent and stand next to the road.

so a cab came. the driver slowed down upon seeing us. then he saw the dogs we have. and he started waving to us, indicating that he doesn't want to drive us because we have dogs. so, fine. but he kept waving and waving even though we already got his message. and finally, he stopped next to us and opened the window, trying to explain to us.

at this point, i was already very pissed already. i don't understand what can't he just get his damn cab off our path so that another cab can stop for us. but what happened next cracked me up!

cab driver : sorry i cannot take you all. i am afraid of the dog's feathers.
paul : they don't have feathers *roll eyes*
me: *roll eyes* *roll eyes* *roll eyes*

my eyeballs nearly fell out.

:: stranger in the house ::

refund keeps trying to peer below the slit of my room door to the common area outside. and he would bark and growl at the door for no apparent reason for the past half hour. my parents are asleep. i turned off the music in my room and listened hard, nothing. i can feel my skin crawl right now.

whoever's out there better not try to be funny.

:: ralph's movie review ::

in case fans out there are wondering what i am trying to here, i should explain myself a little first before i continue with the actual review. i will still continue to give updates about myself, so don't worry. i am just giving movie reviews to add a little more spice into this already spicy blog.

house of the flying daggers

starring andy lau, zhang ziyi and jin chengwu.

the story about this clan called flying dagger clan which is formed by anti-government people. they rob from the rich to give to the poor and try to go against the government.

the storyline is actually not bad. but i can't reveal much here since it's a new movie. mostly, i don't want to upset millions of people who read my blog in case i give the plot of the story away. in the beginning you will see andy lau and jin chengwu as 2 constables and they suspect zhang ziyi (a blind songstress) is the daughter of the late chief of the flying dagger clan. so they arrest her and hatched a plan to let her lead them to the new chief of the flying dagger clan. so jin chengwu broke into the jail and fled with her.

all i can say is that the story is full of fight scenes which are fantastic. coupled with lots of deceit and betrayal, it certainly made the movie move up by a notch. there's lots of scenes that are actually cornily funny and i had to kick the chair of that fucking bastard sitting in front of me so that he can stop guffawing loudly.

i give it 3.5 popcorns outta 5.

:: gone ::

i think the japanese spitz is gone. the way my parents do things sometimes irritates me a hell lot. they say they have to discuss and plan further if we are gonna have another dog in my household. i've already thought of names for the new dog. so i think i am gonna start saving up now and the next time i see a dog i like, i can just buy it off the shelf... erm cage immediately. or maybe can import a nice jrt from aussie.

so maybe i should shelf the plans to get a new dog for now. it's not gonna happen. how can parents be so cruel to dash their little boy's dream of another pet. i am devastated and heartbroken. ok enough of drama.

i might be moving into the bigger room next week since my brother has already flown off to australia to further his studies. bigger room probably means that i won't feel so claustrophobic anymore. but if i do move, i might have to leave refund outdoors during the day when i am at work. he has already spoilt 1... 2... 3... 15 squares of the parquet flooring in 1 corner of my room. thanks to his tap like dickie which spills pee like it has never did before. the lousy litter tray has holes to clip the pee-pads, but they are the ones which allow pee to drip out from underneath.

anyway the next dog show's on the 5th. i think this time i should just go and watch. no handling competition for me, no dogs to handle also.

alright, time to groom and bathe refund.