:: grrrrr ::

why does everyone seem to be getting on my nerves nowadays?

:: help the aged ::

help the aged,
one time they were just like you,
drinking, smoking cigs and sniffin' glue

help the aged,
don't just put them in a home,
can't have much fun in there all on their own

give a hand, if you can,
try and help them to unwind
give them hope and give them comfort
'cos they're running out of time

if you really want to help the aged, please keep them away from my path. being old and elderly doesn't give you the right to be ill-mannered and behave like you own the country.

everyone knows that when the train arrives, the passengers should be allowed to alight first before those who wanna get up can board the train. the message is played repeatedly in the four languages at all stations and there is no excuse for not knowing it. unless dialect is the only "language" you speak. but if that's the case, it's your fault for not understand a single language. and that will mean that you should stay at home and quit being a public nuisance.

i was about to alight from the train today and before the train stopped. this old cunt positioned herself right in the middle of the doorway at the other side of the train. 1 more inch and her fucking stupid face would be touching the doors.

the train door opened and she tried to barge in without allowing people to alight first. so i barged out and i used my shoulder to push against her. deliberately.

she turned around and "tsk" me. can you believe it. the fucking old cunt think she is damn fucking right to do that.

i am of course very pissed. so i went "nabeh lao cheebye". and i just walked away.

these people. really ridiculous.

and i think people who walk at the speed of anything below 5km/hr should have their legs chopped off. so that they do not need to walk anymore. bloody bastards think they own the whole damn footpath.

damn them. lanjiao and cheebye all rot.

:: busy busy ::

life is so packed with stuffs i find that i can't really breathe at times. i am simply not equipped with the skill of juggling the different aspects of my life in a smooth fashion.

i do not have a maid to clean up after me at home. and that would also mean there is no one to relieve me of the daily chores.

it was a typical day at work. a long day after dealing with unreasonable people on the phone. tolerating loud and rude colleagues that love to let their tongues wag behind the unsuspecting victims. it's quite a political environment, but still bearable.

then comes the time to pack up and leave the dreaded place.

it was dinner time when i left the place at 6. at this point of time, whether the food was healthy or not does not matter anymore. and whether if it was nice is not a factor either. i just needed to eat. the growling of the stomach coupled with the rowdy environment just made the day seem really lousy.

after swallowing the food in 3 minutes, i shoved thru the crowd to arrive at the mrt station. as usual, it was really crowded with the working class people. all hopes of finding a seat on the train immediately vapourised.

the ride is long and boring. i just plugged in my ipod and let the music playing from it numb myself. i closed my eyes while leaning against a pole. i tried to seperate myself from the rest of the people, spiritually. i needed the peace.

the 10 minutes walk upslope back home is not something i looked forward to after such a tiring day. i dragged myself up the slope in a limping manner. i was too tired to lift my feet.

refund's barking made me smile to myself at the gate. i am home.

i opened the gate and briskly walked to the door and offed the alarm. i took off the shoes with much effort and opened the door. more barkings. i was being expected. it felt great.

i opened the door to be greeted with a messed up room.

i sighed to myself.

:: ahhhhhh ::

i got molested on the mrt today on the way to work.

as usual the train is jam-packed with the working class people. so i squeezed into the train and made myself comfortable.

then it happened.

out of nowhere, a girl in her mid twenties touched my hand with her boobs!

*yelp*

i am sad.

:: it's another hard week ::

i wonder why am i still awake at this hour. it's gonna be another long monday and i should be sleeping now. lack of sleep makes me really pricky. and there is a high chance that i will fall sick too.

work isn't really tough. but i hate to deal with people. especially people who are rude or unhelpful. c'mon. i am just doing my job and please do not make things difficult for me.

it would be easier if i can shout at them. but i can't.

top spin is really a good game. haha. i wonder what is the lowest price i can get it at. playing it at x-square all the time isn't the best choice. a) it's gonna cost $3/hr. b) there are times when we can't get the game. c) kids are noisy. d) they are smelly too.

and i got this strange feeling that the sofa is dirty. sweaty school kids sitting on them. nuisance little kids dropping their food on them.

ok. i shall be less critical.

the art stuffs at the esplanade is really... "oh my god". i am astonished actually. i really hope singapore's idea of art isn't going this direction.

ok i am really sleepy now. i guess i bore myself out sometimes.

:: imagine ::

imagine there's no heaven
it's easy if you try
no hell below us
above us only sky
imagine all the people
living for today...

imagine there's no countries
it isn't hard to do
nothing to kill or die for
and no religion too
imagine all the people
living life in peace...

you may say i'm a dreamer
but i'm not the only one
i hope someday you'll join us
and the world will be as one

imagine no possessions
i wonder if you can
no need for greed or hunger
a brotherhood of man
imagine all the people
sharing all the world...

you may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
i hope someday you'll join us
and the world will live as one

- john lennon

this is ace.

:: days at work ::

the work is starting to build up. so i am getting busier by the day. being busy is good. time passes quickly when you are occupied.

everyone msn at work. except me i think. i mean like, i am not actively on msn. have to be discreet about it since i am new.

this fat lady saw me at the lift lobby today when i was about to go home. she asked if i can help her carry a bag of documents for her to her car. then she said she would send me to the mrt.

i am a nice person, so i helped her anyway. i told her she can drop me off at chinatown mrt. but she said she can drop me off at clarke quay. but anyway we missed the clarke quay station and she ended up sending me to dhoby ghaut.

on the way i asked her what's she doing at the company. and i found out she is actually the associate director. hahhhhhhh. i actually thought she is some receptionist. she didn't look a single bit executive.

oh wells.

:: work ::

for those who don't know and are interested to know, i have found a job already.

the pay isn't fantastic. but at least it keeps me occupied and prevents me from spending money.

the workplace is really ace. the environment is good and i am given my own workstation.

:: mayday ::




tao nao deh bueh
sim gu deh chua
hong deh chueh wa
sim deh lao gua...

si an zua an neh jia song
beh liao gai wa eh gum gah
zeh si zun, siong ho zuey din
lai ki ka chia!


hao cool ah.

:: november's chopin ::

ok i know i'm a little late. but jay's new album is quite nice. not as good as the older songs actually. but it's really unlike his previous songs and it wouldn't be too fair if i were to compare them apple to apple.

but i still like mayday the best. "jiah ace" leh.

the latest mayday album is sort of like a compilation album accompanied by 7 new songs. although i was a lil' peeved by the fact that it's half compilation, i bought it anyway to complete my set. i have all their albums now. but i am missing the last concert cd. it doesn't come in vcd or dvd, so i am not too sure if i wanna get the cd.

:: life is so boring ::

it's already november and i've wasted 5 months bumming around and enjoying life. and life is not enjoyable now anymore because i am broke. it's not that i've not been looking for a job. i've sent out several applications and only 1 called back. eventually i wasn't chosen for the job so it didn't make a difference either.

so it's another week of tennis, movies, eat, maple, swim, slack and the list goes on.

rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

:: put the lime in the coke, you nut ::

haha. i think it is damn funny and it cracks me up.

:: hi, my name is sunny ::

ok finally the long awaited post.





and i caught these 2 making out.