:: my inner child ::

i think everyone has an inner child. i took an online quiz last year and my inner child is only 5 years old if i remembered the results correctly. there was a bag of rubber bands on the table today and we started shooting at each other with the rubber bands out of boredom. it finally escalated to a full force rubber band war. we were running around the office, picking up rubber bands from the floor and firing them at each other. one of the best days i had in camp. heh. there were no officers around today. hopefully it's the same on saturday so that we can play again!

oh yes. i caught the last samurai at plaza singapura on tuesday. it was awesome. i give 4.5 popcorns outta 5. the fight scenes were so captivating and overwhelming. sorta like lord of the rings : return of the king. they were fearless, loyal and fought to their death. they pressed on even though they were outnumbered. but unfortunately, the samurais were eventually wiped out. the talk was rather witty and humourous, making the show less intense. i literally stopped breathing when the fight scenes came up.

and yeah! my xbox is here! but only have 1 controller and no games. i got it free from starhub. gotta fork out some money and get some games tomorrow. i am so so so so so excited. probably get project gotham racing. the cars are woohoo!

i don't know if i should watch peter pan. it seems like interesting. but somehow i think it's not worth my time. anyone has watched it?

:: wet wet wet ::

it has been raining non stop since morning. i hate this kind of weather. sort of like very mood dampening. hur.

i took mc today. again. was very tired and didn't feel like moving out of the bed. lazed at home the entire day. didn't do much. boring boring boring.

seriously must find something to indulge in.

:: the train ::

i haven't been seeing the boy on the mrt much ever since december. there's so many holidays and i keeping taking mc. i saw him again today. 3 times! he looks nicer now. but i still like him botak. hehe. but i can only just look and nothing else can be done. boohoo.

my dad actually looked at my fortune. he says my greatest cravings in my life would be money, alcohol and women. *beep* he is only 66.67% correct. but maybe he is right in a way.

my 'love' luck is always very erm... strong. there's always people who wanna date me. but most are just not my cup of tea. those who are appealing don't really suit me if i take a closer look at the circumstances. just not really suitable.

so i think it's good to follow the teachings of the great teacher, mag. just get drunk, have fun and get laid. *2 thumbs up*

:: happy new year ::

all good things will come to an end. the 4 days of holiday has finally ended. back to work at the much dreaded office again tomorrow. hopefully everyone is on leave. at least i can work in peace without the pests breathing down my neck. i have a newsletter to complete and some other stuffs to sort out.

so far it has been good. financially more comfortable now. haha. i will take great care not to splurge it this time. i think my mum signed an 18 months contract with starhub, so i will be getting a free xbox. it's good, because i know i will definitely be using my cable account for more than 18 months. and now i don't have to fork out money to buy a new xbox. i wonder if the set comes modded or not. hmmm...

the next holiday is coming soon. yay. saturday will be a day of fun at sentosa after work with the gang. hopefully it won't pour like it did these few days. rain is bad. i can't really walk refund when it rains. sometimes i would walk him in the rain if it isn't too heavy or if i wanna bathe him after the walk. i enjoy walking in the rain actually, but i don't like refund getting all wet and muddy after that.

next is to persuade my mum to get an osim mermaid. my room is getting more and more 'royal' nowadays.

:: sow's ear 'spiderman' refund ::

i think refund has been bitten by a spider.

i was having my reunion dinner when my neighbour started shouting at us.

"hello! hello!"

i was thinking, "what the fuck?"

my brother went to check and found out at refund is on my roof! that silly dog!

i rushed upstairs and climbed out of the window. i called for him and squinted my eyes in the dark, trying to spot where that menace is. then this kid from another house popped is head out of the window and pointed at the roof of another house, 3 doors away.

i shouted for refund to come back. luckily he did. he was grinning ear to ear, wagging his tail and trotted back to where i was standing. i grabbed him and climbed back thru the window.

argh! luckily i was calm. mag would have called the fire brigade if she was around.

and then it happened again. i went down to the fridge a few hours after the incident to get an orange. when i was back, refund is not on the bed. he is not on the floor. i checked the toilet, nothing. i popped my head out of the window and peered around. there he is! enjoying his night walk. walking back and forth, having hell of a great time.

now i have to keep my windows closed even if i have to leave the room for 5 mins. dogs.

:: the bohemian revolution ::

oh i watched it again. that's number 5 for me. it's the best movie i think was ever made. i give it 6 popcorns outta 5.

i am on mc for today and tomorrow. woohoo. i have so many dvds to watch. i'll probably watch harry potter again if i have nothing to do.

:: sick ::

i think refund is as sick as me. i am down with cold. refund looks less active lately. he has become skinnier i think. or is it my imagination? i massaged his spine and his entire body will twitch when i touch a particular spot. according to a book i read awhile ago, it's a sign of ill health. oh no.

:: rain rain go away ::

the heavy downpour today dampened my spirits totally. i had everything planned. i brought the smaller fish tank home so i can transfer the fish there first and i can take my time on redesigning the big tank. but in the end i didn't do anything about it.

mum came to fetch me, lenny and yc back. then she said she had to go pick dad and the nitwit brother of mine. ah... to cut the story short, the 2 of them had so much things to pack into the car, lenny and yc decided to take the train home instead. ok i feel quite bad. it was pouring quite heavily. and then, the dumbass brother of mine decided to pull my uniform sleeve. i had it folded nicely. he thought it was funny and he was all hysterical after he did that. wtf. totally peeved me.

it's still raining now. i walked refund in the rain just now. he just had his bath before mine when we reached home all drenched. i hope it stops raining tomorrow.

:: who created pineapple tarts? ::

anyone knows the answer to the above question? the person should be awarded a nobel prize or something. no. not the person who got the correct answer to my question. it's the person who created the pineapple tarts!

i finished 4 bottles of it in 2 days i think. there's no more left! whoops. anyone who is kind enough to donate? it will be deeply appreciated. thanks in advance.

:: spring cleaning ::

my back is aching. haha. it's time to do spring cleaning again! so far, 3 big garbage bags have been filled. i don't know where all the junk come from. i guess if you paid a little more attention, you will find some junk that you totally overlooked. there are stuffs which i bought and are still quite new. but i don't use them or some are already spoilt. i wonder how did they spoil even when i didn't touch it.

reformatted my computer. it's too cluttered with all the games and virus. so now most of my mp3s are gone. i only did a back up on refund's photos, my photos and some rare mp3s.

will be cleaning up the pets tomorrow. gotta wash the fish tank, bob's cage and refund's crate. hmmm... anyone wanna help out?

:: refund ::


peaceful


or looney?

:: no i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel ::

my future is bleak. yeah pauline, you have found another person suffering from the same fate as you. i have no idea what i can do or would do after completing ns. leaving for australia seems like a good choice initially. but i can't survive there alone. i can't even survive here alone. working for somebody else with my current diploma in my cv and earning peanuts is not something i would settle for. ideas, anyone?