:: amnesia ::

i think i need a sleeping pill. maybe 2.

:: no more furry days ::

soon there will be no more fur in my room. no more dirty towels to wash.

dog food, crate, leash and supplements anyone?

:: blogging ::

blogging is a sign of extreme boredom. or a place to put your thoughts, hoping that someone hears them.

ok. i am just bored.

top procrastinator of the month award goes to me. i have loads to do, yet i don't feel like lifting a finger except to type.

:: my way of life ::

the rythmn is back again. there are things to go about doing every now and then. i see no need in company. i find that i accomplish more when i run my life alone. less stumbling factors. don't let others' inefficiency contribute to my inadequacy.

:: recollection of the week's activities ::

none.

:: i shall stand firm ::

it's high time people take me and my words seriously. don't take my kindness for weakness. you'll never know when i will decide that enough's enough. just be tactful enough to satisfy the basic courtesy of being on time. it's not that difficult isn't it?

apologies works maybe once or twice. it loses it value and strength after excessive usage. what's the point of apologising and yet, at the same time, not trying to improve or correct the error?

:: mess! ::

my room is in a mess! it looks like a kidnappers' joint. ashtray filled to the brim, soft drink cans lying around, plastic bags left around, dog's fur covers the parquet flooring and all the junk lying around. probably stay home today and get some things done.

1) groom refund
2) bathe refund
3) wash refund's crate
4) sweep and mop the floor
5) clean bob's cage
6) clean the robo's tank
7) change bedsheets

volunteers?

:: maybe ::

i guess me and him is really not as close as before. i have tried all i could. but the effort was not reciprocated. so fine, i know i've tried by best and have no regrets (quote william hung from ai3... ha). even meeting up for a little while is not possible anymore. 2 worlds apart now. different ideas, different aspirations, different perspectives and different goals.

i think i am gonna spend valentine's day alone. because i love myself the most above any other people.

:: killer! ::

let's skip the american idol for a moment. let's talk about the world idol now. he has a huge fan base. no one don't know who he is. check him out.

william hung