:: no i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel ::

my future is bleak. yeah pauline, you have found another person suffering from the same fate as you. i have no idea what i can do or would do after completing ns. leaving for australia seems like a good choice initially. but i can't survive there alone. i can't even survive here alone. working for somebody else with my current diploma in my cv and earning peanuts is not something i would settle for. ideas, anyone?