:: star crazy ::

i am sick again. this time round, it's more severe and i was like bedridden the whole of yesterday. and paul had to rub it in and asked if i am having bird flu. that actually made me panic and i was quite upset the entire day. you would be upset too if you know the most beautiful person in the world is gonna die, right?

at this point of time, all you fans might be wondering why am i always sick. i'm an idol, not a god. besides, i had been real busy with so many record deals lately. and adding on to that, i have photoshoots, advertisements, interviewing by many reporters and all the what not. and sk2 had to contact me at this time, asking me if i am interested to be their spokesperson. i guess they finally found out who has the best skin. *beams* but i don't think it's a good time now since i am so busy already. so maybe sammi can continue doing the ads with her "piang piang" skin. but i am quite interested in the louis vuitton offer though. i might be modelling for their next season's apparels if all goes well.

i think i should start working out more often. with so many things to do and so little time, i can't afford to fall sick so often anymore. and i can't afford to become like haggard or anything close to that. i might just lose all my fashion deals and i can't appear on magazines or tv anymore. i can't possibly survive on a few (million) of you, loyal fans, can i?