:: will it be as it is planned? ::

so i will be going to work as per normal for this week and the following week. cross fingers cross toes that i won't get into any trouble. it will be difficult. i don't know why but i got this strange feeling i am gonna get into some sort of a serious trouble.

so that will be 29 mar - 1 apr and 4 apr - 8 apr. 2 weeks down. after which i will take leave for 5 days. since dog show is on the 10th and it is customary for me to take leave the next day, i will take leave for 11 apr - 15 apr. 18 and 19 apr will be normal work day. 20 apr is my big day! i am going for an operation!

i am gonna remove my wisdom tooth. all 4 at 1 go. so i will be undergoing ga. which is very scary from what the doctor told me. i will have to fast from midnight onwards, no problem. then i will eat some medicine and be knocked out. they will insert a tube into my nose down to the throat to allow me to breathe. and that might cause sorethroat, swollen nose and some bleeding. wahhhhh!

and the other side effects of wisdom teeth operation is
1) i will get swollen cheeks
2) there might be visible bruising at the cheeks
3) there might be numbness at the jaw and lower lip which will recover in 3 months!
4) there is 1% chance of permanent numbness at the jaw and lower lip!

scary!

scream!

close your eyes
and think of someone
you physically admire,
and let me kiss you
let me kiss you

but then you open your eyes
and you see someone
that you physically despise
but my heart is open
my heart is open to you