:: finally! ::

it has all came to a closure today. this time round i didn't sweep it under the rug. i just threw it down the bin. i feel so much at ease now. no hatred and no angst. just a huge sense of relieve. i am so proud of myself now. haha. i've grown up!

thursday is ktv night. spyder's birthday is on friday. so we gonna celebrate in advance for him. he's going back for reservist on friday. fuck right. on his birthday. it's like damn unlucky. probably buy a num tshirt for him. quoting paul, "he's so laid back there's nothing we can buy for him."

don't know if it's good to go happy on friday. there's this new urban male (num) fashion show going on. i don't feel like going with the usual people. i don't know why but i just don't feel comfortable with them anymore. probably not go in the end.

saturday is poptarts at mox. i think they're gonna give us the 5th storey space. paul is going with her poptart gang. of course i will be there since i missed the previous 2 poptart events.