:: sleepyhead ::

i have been sleeping alot since yesterday. i guess it's a good time to rest and recuperate. i am so looking forward to poptart tomorrow night. and even after 10hours of sleep, i am still having the drowsy feeling. but sleep is good. alot of sleep makes a person look more radiant. haha. but i still think it's a waste of time to just sleep and do nothing else.

i wonder how's paul lim now. having to be alone in the shop with anthony. haha. she says she is scared and told me to go down when i wake up today. but the weather's so hot i don't even feel like walking out to buy food.

why is it so that whenever there's a big change in my life, everyone around me will suddenly treat me in such a different manner. some are becoming overly concerned. some are becoming extremely friendly. makes me feel so uncomfortable.

we don't talk about love
we only want to get drunk
we are not allowed to spend
and we are told
that this is the end