:: temptations vs wounded hands ::

which one would i eventually choose?

i think i've hurt someone quite badly today. but i think it's for the good of him. it's time i erase whatever malicious thoughts about him from my head. i feel kinda guilty now. i think it would be good if i can follow him in his path. but i actually tried to bring him over to walk with me instead. no no no. it's really wrong.

i don't know what to do with him now. it's like... he claims he still loves me. is it really more than just a crush? i would very much love to keep this relationship plainly platonic.

gonna watch harry potter tonight with terence. yippeee! but too bad he's on duty tomorrow so he won't be clubbing tonight. i don't know if greg wanna go, he mentioned that he might need to attend some birthday thing. he'll probably go after his function. clubbing with greg is great! maybe it's because we have a total of 4 credit cards to swipe. haha. drinks are aplenty and it's wild the whole time. it definitely beats clubbing with a bunch of cheapskates who would plainly refuse to order drinks.

oh yes. terence got a new black mitsubishi lancer! i am totally in love with his car! woohoo. i better trynna get my license soon and bug daddy to get me 1 too.