:: one hand in my pocket ::

things to be falling right into place again. the rythmn of life is back! it's like ah... nice! it's like listening to a nice piece of music and painting a piece of art at the same time. it's so harmonious and calm.

i decided not to take the prozac pill today. i wanna try to wean myself off it. it was a little uptight in the morning 'cause i didn't really have enough sleep. but all was rather good after that.

i've decided to quit smoking. yeah i know i've said that countless of times. but this time, i threw the lighters away along with the ashtrays. undergoing the cold turkey kinda self-rehabilitation is actually not a good way to quit according to the experts. i was told to cut down slowly... but i am always too eager for results. i can't wait. i don't want to wait. so it's up to my determination now to see if i can withstand temptations.

next on my list will to be quit drinking. this is sorta in line with quitting smoking. ultimately i wanna try to lead a life that's 'normal' in a sense. i will still drink during social occasions, and only during social occasions.

yup yup.

brother will be going to aussie on the 10th of july or some time there. daddy and mummy will move down to occupy his room and my room will be made into the study. i will be moving up into the spacious room. apart from the ugly toilet, i'm quite thrilled to think about moving up. refund will have more space to roam around when i am away, and that's a major plus point.

mondays have never been so nice before.