:: my life ::

i am proud of myself. for the first time in my life, i actually enjoy going to work. although i am still guilty of the occasional grumblings, i do put in effort in ensuring the smooth operation of my workplace.

i thought i would choke during work due to the nature of it being a service provider. i am not the kind of person that likes interacting much with people. i always thought that having a desk-bound job that requires minimal communication would be the best for me. but this job requires me to be on the phone most of the time, and at times, i need to speak to my customers face-to-face.

i guess this is what they call job satisfaction. i feel happy when i solve a problem at work. some of my colleagues are major screw ups and they always surprise me with the amount of trouble they create for the customers. but i always manage to come up with a recovery action to salvage the entire situation.

but again, juggling work and studies is a big chore to me. and i also want to spend more time with him, with my family and also refund.

i get worried sometimes that the relationship will sort of fade. we hardly have a chance to meet each other. and even if we do, we are both very tired from our daily activities, we don't do much. usually just slack out or play games on the xbox. come december, i would really want to go somewhere with him.