:: ain't it funny ::

i'm glad there are no flamers over at my side. it really depends on how you respond and project yourself to keep these people away. i guess hitting your boyfriend will automatically put you on top of every gay man's hate list.

oh well well. even if they think it's me tagging on the other board, so be it. if not, then all is fine too.

gonna collect my passport later. supposed to go early this morning but i can't get up. i woke up actually but was too lethargic to drag myself outta bed. morever the weather is so damn hot and, even now, i don't feel like getting out of the house.

am i getting more and more irritable? my patience seems to expire very quickly these days. need to go for a getaway trip soon. and i will return to my bubbly self in no time. haha!

i have to stop thinking about that. something happened that made me feel really unhappy. it is unhealthy to keep thinking about it. but i can't help it. really pissed me off big time.

anyway, i was lying half awake on bed last night when a very strong force came over me. i was perspiring like mad and my heart was thumping real quick. either i can't move or i didn't dare to move, i don't know. but the whole thing lasted till daybreak when the sun rays came up. scary huh.